YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE

THE one and only SULI

Wong Su Li
7teen in 'o9.loves her family.loves her friends.loves music.loves to joke around.loves to make her friends happy,but most of the time fails.not a failure.loves sports.always talks crap.easily hurt and misunderstand.hates to dream but is always dreaming.not sure if stubborn is one of her weaknesses.tries to make something simple but it always turns out to be something complicated.quiet unless excited.shouting is talking to her.likes to make new friends. :)

THE wishes

♥bungee jump with friends.
♥ice-skate with friends.
♥spend more time with friends.
♥my dream house.
♥a job with high salary.
♥be a millionaire.HAHA.
♥own a chocolate factory.

to be continued.

THE loved ones

Alan
Candy
Daniel
Dhinesh
Ee Quin
Ho Lee Wen Jun
Miss Angeline
SU-ZHEN
Tien Yi
Yi Ting
Yit Han

THE memories

THE talkings

THE songs

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

YO, I PASSED MY MORAL! I GOT 68 AND IM VERY VERY HAPPY WITH THE RESULT. HAHA. NOW ONLY I KNOW IM SUCH A BERMORAL PERSON. xD

Life isnt as good as I thought it would be. Damn stressing.

Have been a bad week. =( I tak suka. I want everything to go smoothly and not like how it is right now. STTTOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPIDDDD!

♥wongsuli♥

Sunday, July 26, 2009

SHIT SHIT SHITT. I CANT STOP THINKING OF THE RESULTS THAT IS COMING OUT IN A FEW WEEKS TIME. AND MOEY SAYS, SHE IS GOING TO RETAKE EVEN IF SHE GOT 80. 80?! WTHH?! I WOULD BE SO HAPPY TO GET SUCH RESULTS. BUT AFTER WHAT SHE SAID, THE PAPERS WE'RE GOING TO TAKE IN DEC/JAN ARE GOING TO BE REAL TOUGH, I WOULDNT BE THAT HAPPY ANYMORE. I'M JUST SO NAIVE. AND THIS IS FREAKING ME OUT! URGGHH! SUCK SUCK SUCK!
I HATEEE THIS VERY MUCH. IF ITS LIKE THIS, I THINK I WILL HAVE TO RETAKE BIOLOGY. COMFIRM. CAUSE I SCREWED THAT PAPER, ALTHO I STUDIED LIKE SHIT COW. I'M JUST PLAIN USELESS AND STUPID AND SLOW. ANYWAY, TO RETAKE I HAVE TO PAY RM 160? OR RM 180? HOLY COW LA. I AIN'T THAT RICH LA. WHY AM I JUST SO STUPID?

YESTERDAY WE WON ONE MATCH TO WMS.(BUT THEY SAID WE WERE BIAS) NVM. WE LOST TO OTHER MATCHES. I SUCK IN NETBALL. HATE ALL THE RULES. ITS DUMB. HAHA. KIDDING. xD SIEN MAN. ONLY GET TO PLAY NETBALL. THEN THE FINALS FOR BASKETBALL MATCH WAS EXCITING. MCKL VS KC. HAHA. BUT OBVIOUSLY WE WON. WAIT, I THINK. HAHA. CANT REMEMBER. OH MY. I FORGOT. BUT IT WAS DAMN COOL. EVERYONE WAS CHEERING AND ALL.
AFTER THAT WE WENT PAV. HAVENT BEEN TALKING SO LONG WITH THE GIRLS. WE WERE AT CARLS JR SINCE 2 TO 4.30PM. WHAO. SERIOUSLY WE TALKED SO MUCH. IT FEELS LIKE AS IF WE HAVE NEVER TALKED IN OUR LIVES BEFORE. LOL. AND IT WAS NICE TO SEE SHUPEI AGAIN. YOU'VE GOT LOTS OF THINGS TO TELL ME! xD AND NICE TO SEE SHU MIN AGAIN AFTER SOOOOO LONGG. WE SHOULD VISIT HELP SOMETIMES. =) YESTERDAY, WE LAUGHED SO MUCH. REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF.

BBQ NITE. OH.. SLEEPOVER IN SOMEONE'S HOUSE AFTER THAT? YAY!

NEXT WEEK, BIOLOGY AND CHEMISTRY MONTHLY TEST. HOLY COWW! WHY LA WHY LA? TERRIBLE. AIYOH. MATI LAA.

I STILL CANT SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH. - more comfortable? -

♥wongsuli♥

Friday, July 24, 2009

I wonder if anyone remembers what had happened on the 23rd July 2001. 8 years have gone by. Hmm, if anyone does, I really appreciate that. But not like anyone would know about it. Because at that time, I was just a primary 4 kid. So yeah. I wonder if any of my family members remember it. Well, I remembered. It was a terrible incident. I hate those jerk asses. I really do hate them. Yesterday was a bad day. Every year on the 23rd July is going to be a bad day. I mean it.
I really miss you. I wonder where you are now :(

Tomorrow is Games Carnival. Moodless. Shouldn't I be excited and all, but why ain't I?

Maybe it is because of the truth I found out the day before yesterday. HATE IT.

Sometimes, I dont really like to face the truth. Cause the truth could be really cruel at times. Now that I know what the truth is, I dont know what to do with it. I hate to think. I hate everything that is happening to me right now. Running away from problems is what I do best. Avoid avoid and avoid.

Results is coming out on the 14th August. I think its on the 14. Not very sure, but it is just around the corner. Its coming. SHITT. I AM SO SCREWED. My biology. Im so dead. I really hate exams and results, eversince I was born.
I remembered he shook my hand one day before the SPM results wishing me all the best. But I know it will never happen again in my damn life. Sad.

I feel so not myself anymore.
I havent changed, but I need a change.

♥wongsuli♥

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Haaaaaaaaaihs. My whole body is aching now. Especially my legs. I havent been playing sports continuously for hours for such a long time. So now when I play, my body started to ache and cramp. Sssiiiiggghhhh.

Just like last Wednesday after Chem lab, I played basketball. Half way playing, my hand suddenly cramped when I tried to catch the ball. But I didnt care and and just continue to play. Then almost towards the end of the game, when I jump to get the ball, my leg cramped. I was like, 'What is wrong with mee laaaa!' Well, thats not all. After playing right, I went to watch the badminton match. When i tried to sit on the stage, I jumped up and then out of a sudden my stomach cramped. HOly moly. I didnt know what to do. So I just let it be. Then my stomach was quite painful. Damn dumb loo. Why la my body so easily get cramped?

We lost captainball to DELTA. Omggg la. We were leading in the first half, but we still lost in the end. But it was a good game. Really had fun playing with them. To be honest, they're good. Not that Alpha is weak okay. Hahah. BBUUTTT, we won basketball to 0807, netball to 0807 and captainball to 0903. I not sure about football. Yesterday was fun although I was so freaking exhausted. Had a bad headache when I came home. With the super hot weather, I could fall sick anytime.
I just want to say sorry to YEEXINQIAN, cause I felt that I was quite rough with her during the captainball match yesterday. Sorry k? And, good luck for your driving test tomorrow. GAMBATEH.
I felt that I always blame others even just for a small mistake they make but I never blamed myself for making such a huge mistake. Actually I'm the one who should be blamed. I always thought that I'm the right one, BUT actually I'm always the wrong one. Im really sorry. I felt so useless now.

SIGH.

HAAAAAAPPPPPYYY TIME. Am proud of myself cause I could do most of the M1 questions, but for certain exercises only. HEEEEEHEE! xD YO still proud of myself.

♥wongsuli♥

Friday, July 17, 2009

Today is Friday. A day which I dont have to go home at 4.30pm! =)
I not sure if my class is going to play any games today or not. So i didnt really bother staying back. Quite tired so I took a short nap just now, for about 2 hours. xD
Tomorrow my class is going to play captainball against Delta. And I'm quite excited. Haha. Colin Lieww. And that Brian Aaron.

I seriously dont know what I want.
Sometimes, I show the happy face. Sometimes, I show the cool face.
Geniusss betulll..

Oh noo, oh yess!

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你 wo~
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你.

♥wongsuli♥

Thursday, July 16, 2009

We lost BASKETBALL to Delta by one point. OMG?
Too bad I couldnt watch the match. Must be very exciting.

My bio friends can be really FUNNY sometimes.

dont ever assume anything. if you want to know something, just go and ask.

♥wongsuli♥

Hmm, I think Im a lil late for posting this up. Anyway, I'm still going to post this up.

TO MY DEAR FRIEND,

CANDY LOW SYER LING =)

HER BURFDAY FALLS ON THE 13TH JULY.

Was looking for a picture of you and I. And I found this picture. Never realised that I have this picture in my computer. Haha. So yeah, I'll just post this picture up. Hahaa.

So this sampat kia here, very very very VERY the childish. Always says Im childish, but actually she is the most childish one. Plus, she is younger than me but always thinks that she is older than me. Sorry la Candy, cant change the fact that I'm OLDER than you. Heee. But good also right, being younger. Want to be so old for what right.. Heehee. So, siu mui mui, respect your tai ka zhe here.(I just have to bold it so that you can see properly.) =P Seriously, you should learn to be more girly laaa. Youre quite the rough at times. I'm already considered quite rough, but you're so much rougher than me. Cannot la like this, later all guys run away. =) CANDY IS SO SWEET. This girl super loves lollipops. Haha. I think i have known this girl for about 10 years. I know her because of Alan.

Hmm, her house is super HUGE. And her room is so big. LOL. xD And her house cost.. YOU DONT WANNA KNOW. HEEEEEEEHEE!

OKAY LAAA.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CANDY LOW!!!

ENJOY BEING 17. AND HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT BURFDAY THIS YEAR.=)

♥wongsuli♥

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

SORRY I THINK I MISBEHAVED YESTERDAY. TO SWEAR SO MUCH. MY FRIENDS WERE QUITE WORRIED ABOUT ME. SORRY FRIENDS. =( CANT BLAME ME ALSO RIGHT? WHEN YOURE SO MAD, YOU'LL GO INSANE AND SAY WHATEVER THAT COMES TO YOUR MIND FIRST.
SO I WILL JUST SAVE THAT POST AS DRAFT. I WONT DELETE IT AS I SPENT SO MUCH TIME WRITING IT. HEEE. AND I WILL READ IT WHEN IM FREE. HAHA.
ACTUALLY I ALSO CANNOT BELIEVE MYSELF TO HAVE SWORE SO MUCH. I WAS JUST TOO MAD. I'LL TRY NOT TO DO IT AGAIN. xD

I'M SO TIRED OF TRYING. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF GETTING NOTHING IN RETURN. IF HE DOESNT CARE, I THINK I SHOULD GIVE UP.
OK CIAO IS ALL I GET. NOTHING MORE ALTHOUGH I HOPED FOR MORE. NEVERMIND. MY LIFE IS SO LIFELESS NOW. I DONT EVEN HAVE THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT NOW. SO.. GIVE UP LA. FED UP OF WAITING.

YO I'M COOL K!

THIS IS A CHAIN LETTER I GOT FROM A FRIEND. WELL, I HATE CHAIN LETTERS CAUSE ITS SO DUMB. ANYWAY, THIS POEM DOES BRINGS SOME MEANING..

This is the poem:
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
And as in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Tim'
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.
'But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,'Here's a telegram sir,'
'Tim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

HOPEFULLY TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY.=)

♥wongsuli♥

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Went to Alan's house on Friday. And Candy asked me a question, and i think it's quite funny. She asked, 'why did you come to my house instead of Wayne's house?'. I was blank wei. Cause the gathering was in Wayne's house. Oh well.. And the stupid usual watermelon, kept on chuan me how fun it was in Wayne's house, saying how many people went la this la that la. Idiotic fool. Showing me the look, that made people feeeeeeeeeeeel so like punching it.
Watermelon and Candy became much better compared to last time. At least that watermelon talked to Candy. Good for them. =) He didnt ignore her like how he used to. So, does this mean that he became more mature? OH NO way.
Was so hungry cause my sister and I kind of thought that his house might have some food for us. So we kept our stomach empty. In the end, we had to order pizza. Lol. And we were singing in his karaoke room. Quite fun. Was shouting and yelling. Yin Ling, Yin Yee and I became the so called emcees for a few minutes while waiting for them to fix the remote. Then we sang song. I almost lost my voice, luckily I controlled myself. So I still got my voice that night.

Yesterday was the day. The intercohort games thingy. Haha. I was so excited wei. Heehee. Cheered for my class(ALPHA) until i lost my voice. My throat damn painful wei. But I think it should be alright soon as I drank a big cup of fruit juice last night. HAHA. Lawrence said I was so excited during the basketball match that he could hear my voice from the 3rd floor. Lol. Yeah I was.=) Sze-Ee was good. Not bad wei. Haha. Luckily I did not lose my voice for nothing for cheering for him too.=)
AND we won CAPTAINBALLLL against 0903. HAHAHHAA. In the first half, the score was 6-0. Obviously we were the one with zero score. Lol. CAUSE we had only 2 guys, ZONG YUAN and ALVIN. HOLY, they were so funny. I was quite mad at the same time I was laughing. They were supposed to jump but they didnt. I think they hoped that the ball will eventually go to their hands or something. It was dumb. We asked them to jump for more than 5 times already yet they still did not jump. HAHAHA. AND the funniest-est-est part was that, ALVIN fell when he didnt even jump. Or maybe he did but it was quite funny la. And he said, 'we could have won the basketball match if WaiHoe did not sub me out.' LOL.xD Then the second half, when the guys finished playing their basketball match, they came. With Wai Hoe and Yuan Hui in the game, OH MY. From zero, to tie of 6 and in the end we WON!!!!=) Damn gg wei. The last ball was damn scaryy. Seriously. Haha.
We lost football and basketball. Sad sad. But it was still a gg. =) Delta was just too good in football.
OH, I think I let him see my rough side. Everyone saw how rough I was. LOL. Thanks to those 0903 boys la.

by now you'd know i'd come for you
no one but you, yes i'd come for you
but only if you told me to..

Someone said I have changed, I looked so reserved now.NOOOO!

♥wongsuli♥

Friday, July 10, 2009

Nowadays, I get pissed off very easily. Damn suck. When things do not go my way, I will get soooooooooooooo mad that I feel like swearing very badly.
I have been very unlucky lately. Which makes me even more pissed. You see, I was supposed to have this primary gathering NOW but due to one reason, I couldnt go. Although my mom allows me, but she sounded as if she doesnt want me to go. So just forget about it. But I'm still going to Alan's house later.
Then in the morning, I think I stepped on some shit and I felt damn shitty. But it was not that bad which would make my shoes stink.
I have no idea why is that Lawrence keeps on giving me that pissy off face. OMg wei. And he said I stole his seat in Bio lab, but I have been sitting there since the first lab class. So screw it. I was being a little loud and mad la. I dont know why I got so pissed. He accused me, so yeah.
Then Shon is leaving tomorrow. Havent get to have a proper talk with him. Dont worry I will still remember my webcam and mic.
When people give me the pissed off loook, I would get even more pissed.
When i asked him to pass me the toilet roll because he toook the whole toilet roll with him, so he thought I asked him to tear some for me, then he said, 'Take yourself la'. Then I got so mad that I said, 'You took the whole thing la bloody hell'. Silence for a moment. Well, if it was last time, he would tear for me. But now. Sigh. Really got me all upset when thinking about it.
THE STUPID IDIOTIC TIMETABLE. Although they just changed one subject only which is Accs, it is still worse that before. WTHH?! I wont have any rest time on Wednesday since 9.00am till 4.30pm, besides the normal break which is at 11am and its only freaking 30 minutes. How dumb could they be? Damn shit. I still have to wait for my sister for her bloody Physics on Monday. Shit.

I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE PAST. I MISS EVERYTHING IN THE PAST.
But people say, we should go straight and do not look back or try to go back to the past. Well, if things were good enough for me to go straight, I wouldnt think of going back right. I hate to think.
Why do things have to change? Just a simple question yet I still couldnt figure it out.

I dont know what I want.

♥wongsuli♥

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

This is dedicated to,

This, this, this is dedicated to,

Mm, well if you feeling what i'm feeling,

This is dedicated to youu LIM YI TING. =)

Somebody is turning 18 today.

Hmm, have been friend with this girl for more than 3 years already. Dont know exactly how long but yeah, about that.=) I have no idea since when we become such close friends. She is very helpful. I always ask her to help me print stuffs and she never says no unless she's using another computer which does not have printer or something. And i do feel bad sometimes. Serious. xD And she is damn funny. Plus her blurness, everything seems so funny about her.=)

I think i owe her a kiss. Haha. Oh well. Better not give, later her admirersS come belasah me. Heehee.

Happy happy burfday LIM YI TINGGGGG!

Thats not all,

Buff's burfday too.

Buff? Who elseeeee!

Colin Liew Colin laaaa.xD

Anddd,

Nicholas Chai's burfday toooo.

Wahh, so many people's burfdayyy.

Actually I shouldnt be blogging right now with all my homeworks waiting for me. But since it's their burfdays, nevermind la. LOL.

Besides that, today was a good good day. Played basketball for about 1 hour. HAHAHAA. I haven't been playing it since like, months ago. And it was GREAT. Ahh, sweating and face turned like tomato again. Sigh. But it was damn syok.

The intercohort games thingy is coming. And I'm quite excited. Haha.

This friday, I have this gathering, primary school friends gathering. Oh myy, Im quite excited as I havent seen most of them for ages. But I have no idea how to go to Wayne's house. Hahaha. Then at night, WATERMELON has a party in his house. He is leaving on Sunday already. Aiyerr. So fast. Then on Saturday, we have to come to college for this intercohort games. So hopefully there wont be any transport problems.

He is treating me like a maid. He shouted at me. Sucks. But I'm going to tahan.

♥wongsuli♥

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Yesterday was the outing to meet up with Wye Shon and Hui Min. Haven't seen them for ages already. We went to saisaki for lunch. The food was okay. And the price would be OKAY too if i had eaten more. So yeah.

At first, I was actually quite excited for this outing as I could see Hui Min and Shon again after such a long time. But, when i saw them, i felt so.. Moodless i guess. I didnt really feel like talking. Normally I would talk a lot but yesterday, all I did was listening to their conversation only. When I tried to speak, I felt like ending the conversation. Sigh. And I felt that I have nothing much to talk to Shon already. How sad huh? We used to have so much craps to talk about but now.. Maybe I still have a lot of things to talk to him, but just not yesterday. Wasted the chance to meet Shon cause he will be back to Aussie next Saturday. Then I dont know when he will come back to M'sia again. Oh well, maybe yesterday just wasnt the day for me.

This makes me realise that maybe I am the one who has changed. Not anyone else.

Homework homework.=(

♥wongsuli♥

Friday, July 3, 2009

Back to college on Wednesday. It feels so different. Everything. Sigh. What I hate most is that I have to wake up at 5.30am again. Sien wei. So tiring. And I hate hate HATE the new timetable. I still have to go back home at 4.30pm everyday except Friday. Aiyerr. Well, they say the timetable is going to change again. Hopefully this time will be MUCH MUCH better. I pray to god that dont ever EVER put physics at 2.30-4.30pm. DONT. I dont want to wait for my sister there alone again. Hate it. So bored. URGHh. I hate Malaysian Studies. I have no idea why are we learning it for. So stupid. Moral is way better. Wasting my time, wasting her time, wasting everyone's time.

I said I hope that we can be friend like last time again, us joking around and making fun of each other. But I find it very hard for me to even talk to you again. Sigh. Why? You're so different now compared to last time. You only talk to me when you want to ask something that concerns you. You and YOURSELF. WTH. Screw it man. I'm sorry for saying it and I really hate to say it. I swear. But that's what I have observed from you, so far. Anyway, this is not really the point. The main point is that you have changed. And that is the fact that I have to face. Oh man, this is painful. I'm serious.
This reminds me of me and my primary friends who were given the name called, the friend no friend girls. Funny and dumb. BUT obviously, this time is far worse than that time.Sigh.
And sometimes, things can be so confusing. How things can change so easily. Within a day. Humans are scary creatures at times.

Seriously, anyone who reads this post, dont, really dont start guessing for yourself and then start spreading to anyone. Just keep it to yourself and dont mention it. Actually it's nothing. If you're my friend, please.

I tried being a happy child again, but i cant. I find it rather hard to even put a smile on my face nowadays. OH God. I hate being a moody person. I'm really tired.

你已經遠遠離開,
我也會慢慢走開,
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你,
我真的沒有天份,
安靜的沒這麼快,
我會學著放棄你,
是因為我太愛你.

Oh my, I haven been listening to jay's song for such a long time. This is bad.

so conclusion?

♥wongsuli♥