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THE one and only SULI

Wong Su Li
7teen in 'o9.loves her family.loves her friends.loves music.loves to joke around.loves to make her friends happy,but most of the time fails.not a failure.loves sports.always talks crap.easily hurt and misunderstand.hates to dream but is always dreaming.not sure if stubborn is one of her weaknesses.tries to make something simple but it always turns out to be something complicated.quiet unless excited.shouting is talking to her.likes to make new friends. :)

THE wishes

♥bungee jump with friends.
♥ice-skate with friends.
♥spend more time with friends.
♥my dream house.
♥a job with high salary.
♥be a millionaire.HAHA.
♥own a chocolate factory.

to be continued.

THE loved ones

Alan
Candy
Daniel
Dhinesh
Ee Quin
Ho Lee Wen Jun
Miss Angeline
SU-ZHEN
Tien Yi
Yi Ting
Yit Han

THE memories

THE talkings

THE songs

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Thursday, September 16, 2010

okay i think imma gonna make my blog come alive again. i have abandoned you long enough but i think i will abandon u soon again.

if you ask me whats the reason to start blogging again, errm idk, seriously. most probably its because i dont have anyone to talk to and i dont want to keep it to myself. yes im a loner, no friends that i can share my problems with. :( only a few, or maybe just one. :(

i just feel kinda sad that all my friends are leaving, one shot. well, not all but most of them. there are already 7 girls in my gang who will be leaving or have already left. and there are moreeee. everyone is going to different unis, studying diff courses, making new friends, adding another chapter in their lives. its no longer like when we graduated from our secondary school where we could still meet each other outside, yamcha, gathering or just for lunch. now that they're going to a new place, far far away land and i have no idea when we will ever meet again. its damn sad that we wont be able to hang out again like last time. break time, to the canteen and start gossiping like nobodys business. if i think it this way, 'why do we have to grow up? why cant we just stay the way we are?', i think im being very immature. things will eventually change and we have to learn to live with it. old friends go, and new friends come. but i dont mean when we meet new friends, we must forget the old ones. hopefully the new technology will keep us all in touch!

yes im being very emo right now. whenever my close/good/best friend is going to leave, i will be damn emofied and start crying. you see, im a damn emotional person. one second i can be laughing, the next second i can be all quiet and emo-ing there.
the day when yuwern left, i cried. i dont know why, i blame the weather. it was raining heavily that morning. lame excuse, i know. when i saw the msg he replied, my eyes became so watery. he has always beeen a good brother to me. although he always talk rubbish and loves to crap so much that my ears can go deaf one day. but thats what makes him him. those days when he calls me crab and banana and all were the best and i definitely miss calling him 'zf'. lol. he has been very helpful. to be honest, he is really different from other guys i have met. he loves fishes. haha i know you might think its nothing, or 'cheh, i also like fishes lo!'. but this guy here really REALLY loves fishes. he can name so MANY different species. and whenever he named them to me, i would just go like 'ohh, really ar?' or 'i see, ey i didnt know that wei!'.
and i remember the time when shon was leaving, i cried too. his ugly handwriting makes me wanna tear the paper but i would never do that. he is the best buddy ever! and im really happy and satisfied that we still keep in touch, just not that often.

actually i really do miss that time of my life. those times when he cared so much for me and we spent so much time together. i regret for being such an ass. blaming him everytime for no blooody reason and being so inconsiderate. i miss those times when we always msg each other till late night. seriously if time could travel back to the past, i would never be an ass anymore. i would control my feelings and do whatever it takes for us to stay the way we were. but i know its impossible. he was once so important to me, well he still is. he plays such an important role in my life. all i gotta do now is to accept the fact that we cant be like last time anymore. i have to learn to let go or else it would be so painful. that day as i was readin the conversation btw us last time, we have changed so much. we no longer talk like last time. thats the saddest part. i hate to tell myself that, 'those things are the past, and i shd look forward to my future'. maybe its just fated that we cant be together.
i just feel like expressing my feelings here because i cant hold on to it anymore. actually if i hv a choice i wouldnt blog it but i might just go crazy if i continue keeping it to myself. its killing me inside and im serious. so i decided to write it down in my blog. who knows 10 yrs later when i plan to read back all my post, i might laugh at this.
guys, dont ask me who the guy is. and dont guess yourself. read and just forget it. :)

you see, i appreaciate what i have now. my family, my friends and whoever plays a role in my life. and i really wanna say, do what you think is right and dont ever regret for the choice you have made. just live with it.
my friend once said, you only have one life, and live your life to the fullest.so you will never have any regrets.

okay enough with the emo emo feelings. now comes to my studies. all my friends are leaving to UK soon, knowing what they wanna go for. and its my turn to think for myself. i have two choices now, Nottingham or Monash. Well, obviously i would wanna go to Nottingham because of a few reasons. and the course i picked is really cool. Pharmaceutical and health sciences. whereas if i plan to go to Monash, i will study Medical bioscience. i dont know why but the monash campus didnt really attract me when i went to visit it the other day. haha. i havent been to nottingham but from the pic i saw on the internet, its definitely better than monash. LOL. im just assuming. i really dont know how to pick. theres a lot for me to decide and think and i really hope i wont regret for whatever im gonna choose. when comes to decision making, im damn bad. i seriously have to start learning to decide for myself. i really dont want to depend on anyone else. i feel like a baby everytime people decide for me.
im in a big dilemma now. to go nott or not. semenyih is really far and i really dont want to leave my father alone at home. (well you guys wont understand cause its complicated) and if i pick monash i can go home everyday BUT its not what i really want. this aint a short course, its a 3 yrs course. so i really need to decide proeperly. if i made the wrong choice, the 3 yrs would be damn screwed. omg, i cant imagine it. :( horribleee!

its 2.30am now and im chatting with yuwern! hahaha. its 7.30pm there. LOL. and guess what he told me.

suli - http://picasaweb.google.com/mofstyle says:
hahaha..
damn cold ther rightt?
yuwern says:
wat tme over there?
yes
suli - http://picasaweb.google.com/mofstyle says:
when starting uni?
2.30
yuwern says:
next week
cold until misai got ice

seems like yuwern is enjoying himself there. haha. the funniest thing he said is sandwich = bread with cold hard cheese. lols. and im his 1st contact with Malaysian. he said its really cold there and im imagining that UK is 10 times worse than genting. Genting is already damn cold, imagine a place colder than that. well, all the best to the people who will be going there and TAKE CAREEE!!!
its 3am and i think i better get some rest now!

can we really pretend the airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
when i was small, i used to think that airplanes were shooting stars! im serious. how nice being small kids, everything they see are so different. lol. :D

♥wongsuli♥