THE one and only SULI
Wong Su Li
7teen in 'o9.loves her family.loves her friends.loves music.loves to joke around.loves to make her friends happy,but most of the time fails.not a failure.loves sports.always talks crap.easily hurt and misunderstand.hates to dream but is always dreaming.not sure if stubborn is one of her weaknesses.tries to make something simple but it always turns out to be something complicated.quiet unless excited.shouting is talking to her.likes to make new friends. :)
THE wishes
♥bungee jump with friends.
♥ice-skate with friends.
♥spend more time with friends.
♥my dream house.
♥a job with high salary.
♥be a millionaire.HAHA.
♥own a chocolate factory.
to be continued.
THE loved ones
Alan
Candy
Daniel
Dhinesh
Ee Quin
Ho Lee Wen Jun
Miss Angeline
SU-ZHEN
Tien Yi
Yi Ting
Yit Han
THE memories
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
September 2010
November 2010
December 2010
February 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
September 2011
November 2011
December 2011
THE talkings
THE songs
RubyPrincess
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Friday, November 13, 2009
There are so many things that I want to say, but I'm just so lazy to write them all down.
I feel so upset about my results. For all the subjects. Thank to God, I didnt fail any subjects but it's horrendous. My scholarship will be revoked. This is the damn part. I feel so shit right now. I know I can get them back but still, I dont know how to tell my parents, especially my dad. Holyy cow man. I didnt even get an A for Maths. wth la.
Well, I dont blame anyone but myself. I dont blame the things that happened recently. That is no one's fault. I just gotta blame myself for not putting much effort into this trials. If I had started revising earlier, I still could have done the test no matter what happens. I blame myself for not focusing when I'm studying. I have been thinking a lot lately which distracted me from my studies. I know this is bad but I just couldnt stop it. I tried my best not to think about it, but I just couldnt. Pictures of us keeps on popping out in my brain over and over again. From the sweet ones to the bitter ones. It hurts a lot everytime I think about it, for how things between us have changed in just a glimpse of time. Everything is not the same as before. I tried to be strong. In front of my friends, I take this as if its something petty. Whenever they talked about this, I would just go like 'Ahh, I dont care bout him la, and please, we are just friends' but deeep down inside I know I do care for him. I know. I feel so weak. Sometimes, I really hope that I have a goodfriend who can lend me his/her ears to listen to all my problems. Or maybe lend me his/her shoulder when I needed to shed some tears.
Its all my fault for getting such results. If I were stronger, I could have done better. I feel so hideous right now. It's like I'm causing problems for myself, for nothing. And he doesnt give a damn. wth is wrong with me? Yes, I know Im very silly. Screw my life la.
I hope that time passes fast so that I can finally leave college. Although there will be something that I will definitely miss. Dont worry. Its just another 7 more months. I can wait.
I WANT TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
H.A.T.E.U
God, bless my family.
♥wongsuli♥