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THE one and only SULI

Wong Su Li
7teen in 'o9.loves her family.loves her friends.loves music.loves to joke around.loves to make her friends happy,but most of the time fails.not a failure.loves sports.always talks crap.easily hurt and misunderstand.hates to dream but is always dreaming.not sure if stubborn is one of her weaknesses.tries to make something simple but it always turns out to be something complicated.quiet unless excited.shouting is talking to her.likes to make new friends. :)

THE wishes

♥bungee jump with friends.
♥ice-skate with friends.
♥spend more time with friends.
♥my dream house.
♥a job with high salary.
♥be a millionaire.HAHA.
♥own a chocolate factory.

to be continued.

THE loved ones

Alan
Candy
Daniel
Dhinesh
Ee Quin
Ho Lee Wen Jun
Miss Angeline
SU-ZHEN
Tien Yi
Yi Ting
Yit Han

THE memories

THE talkings

THE songs

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Saturday, July 2, 2011

It has been a loooooongg and tirinngggg week! =/ MANY many things happened. Unfortunately, it is more towards the unwanted side. Oh well, I shall start with Monday.

Monday, my bboii came over to my house to fetch my sister and I to Anthony's house. All the way from Rawang to Kajang then back to Subang. Tooot the tooooot. It was a super long journey =X Aww he is such a sweet dearrie! <3 This is why I feel like an ass at times. BOOO me. Stayed over in Anthony's house since we were going for hiking the next day =D The gathering was good.. Met up with some friends whom I don't often meet up with. OHMYGAWD, there's something I gotta tell you, eating the heated/burnt marshmallows is soooooooo YUMMMMMMMMYYY! <3 Its really good. You gotta burn it till its hardened outside, place it in your mouth and then it will melt inside your mouth. One word, DELICIOUS. After the party, we had to clean up the place. It took almost one hour to clean up the mess. After that, we cleaned ourselves before going to bed. Unfortunately, there was no water supply so my sister and Anthony had to go over to his cousin's house to take shower. I think I used up the water in his house. Wahahaha! We had some talk before we slept and we had to wake up at 4am! I think we slept for an hour plus only. When the alarm rang, no one could wake up. Mitchell woke up the first because he couldn't sleep back after he heard the alarm. Anthony was the worst, it was so hard for him to wake up and he looked quite dead. Well, I guess we all looked like zombies. =X Then my bboii reached his house at 4.45am and then we headed to Broga Hill. Woooooots, it was damn dark and I was damn scared. The hills were so steeeeep. My heart almost popped out. Zzz. We did not manage to climb to the top of the hill but it was already satisfying. Lol. Being the typical Anthony, he acted like a clown, making us all laugh. :p Playing songs with his iTouch. He tried to sing the chorus for 'The Climb'. LOL. It was just so hilarious. Sadly, we couldn't see the sunrise. Guess it was quite cloudy. =S I would love to climb Broga Hill again. If I ever have the chance. Teeeheee xD cakap ajee. Reached home at around 12pm. Cleaned up and talked a bit with my bboii and then we took a short nap. It was really a tiring day. =/

Everything was gooooood until..

After the nap, Keng Boon msged me and said the results was out. GUTDAMNIT. So my bboii and I checked the results. Not too satisfying tho. =/ Just because of this results, it got our lives so miserable. Disappointments to some people and its really bad. =( Sighh, I just feel like screaming every time I think about it. Year2 is going to be a brand new year with no jokes and fooling around. If he won't be able to study with me anymore, I will still do my best, like I promised.
Wednesday was a pretty normal day.. My boii and I had some talk. We needed it. I thank god I made the right choice to ask him come over if not I wouldn't know what the consequence will be like. Even so, it seemed like nothing much we can do since the problem is not on us. Urgh, screw it.
Then comes Thursday. Went 1u with my bboii. =) He's such a hawtiee. Yes, my bboii is the hottest! <3 We watched Monte Carlo. I expected the movie to be better.. Should have watched Transformers instead. =/ lalalalalalalaa. Honestly saying, I never thought of any unhappy stuffs when I was out with him because I wanted to forget everything and not let anything bad/sad to ruin my day =/ Until at night where I have to face the reality again. Hahahahaha. I know you won't understand what I am trying to say because I myself also don't know what rubbish I am talking about right now.
Friday. Didnt do anything productive. All I did was day dreaming =( and jog. Lifeless.
Saturday, even worse. I woke up at 9am because I usually have piano class at 10am. When I was on my way to the center, my piano teacher called and said there was no much students today because most schools have to participate in some activity organised by the 1Malaysia. There will only be 2 students at 11am and I will have to wait till 2.45pm only then I can go home. So I rather not go since it would be a waste of time =X So here I am blogging xD Gonna search for some jobs online later I guess, or just play piano to spend my life. =/ I have a blooooody boring life here. Baby, come save meeeee!!!

Here are some photos just to make my blog not too boring.. xD

My bboii and I before leaving to Anthony's house..

The group PIC..

Up the hill. Naisee :D I ain't the shortest..

My bboii and I again. Somewhere on top of the hill. <3

Always wonder if whatever we do.. Could it be the last time we do it together?

There are many things I yet to know in a relationship.. To know how to straight talk with him and not just avoid the problems every time we face one. I know I have to do something about this if not something you do not hope to happen WILL definitely happen. I found this online and its quite true tho.

'Too many people send hazy messages, speak in cryptic ways and are anything but direct when it comes to communication. Often this hazy communication happens with the best of intentions. For example, they don’t want to hurt another’s feelings, they’re afraid the person will get mad or they don’t want to get into a conflict. They may even be afraid they’ll lose the person if they speak directly. Unfortunately, the very thing they’re trying to avoid is often the thing they ensure will happen.

When we beat around the bush, say only part of what we mean or hold things in and expect our partners to know what’s going on for us, we’re off. It is not our loved one’s job to read our minds or decipher what we mean. It is our job to clearly state what is going on for us. It’s our job to specifically ask for what we want. And it’s our job to tell our loved ones what will happen if things continue to go poorly in our relationship. It’s also our job to then ACT on those words.'

Yes, these words are very true. I have been avoiding the problems and try to hide them.. Sometimes, I hope he would know what I was thinking of, could read my mind BUT I know that is impossible. He may be able to read once, or twice but definitely not every time. I gotta speak out to him. Sometimes I really find it hard to even open my mouth. I don't know why. It is just my problem and I gotta do something about it. This also leads to SILENCE. Something that should not always happen in a relationship. Its ME. I know what kind of person I am. Although I may be very loud and talkative at times, I can also be very quiet at times. I just don't know how to make everything so lively and perfect and all. He always say the same thing, 'You just don't have anything to say.. Always so quiet. BUT its okay.' Sometimes, this makes me really stressed out, especially when he said that on the spot and I couldn't think of anything to respond. URGHH I'm so useless, so stupid.. He just gotta give me some time. =X

Found this in my Friend's blog. Find it very nice so I decided to post it in my blog too :)

I miss him so much right now. We won't be able to see each other so often now due to some problem. =/ I feel like running to a place where there won't be any distractions and I can do whatever I want. Life would be so perfect. Sometimes I think if this is some kind of test the god is giving us. To see how far we can go. To see how we can handle these obstacles. To see how much we love each other. No matter how tough it would be, I will always hold on tight and I know he will too. <3 He just gotta be more patient.. :) It's gonnaa be a looonnnggg journeyyy.. <3

Time for some nap. =X

♥wongsuli♥